Having You

Having You.

Having you was the most horrific, tragic, and miraculous event of my life.
Having you created the deepest panic within my soul.
Having you made my heart swell to extremes.
Having you gave me hope.
Having you filled my body with joy and the most terror ever.
Having you gave me excuses to remove myself from the rest of the world.
Having you gave me the biggest reason to stay in this world.
Having you was the best.
Having you changed EVERYTHING.
Having you made me want to change the world.
Having you opened my heart to others.
Having you kept me close to home.
Having you, my dear sweet Olive.
Having you is beyond any words.
Olive, you are loved, you are feared for your innocence and inner strength and potential that I know is within you.
You Olive, are divine.
And Having You Olive, makes my world complete.
You are true, complete, honest, and so fragile.
Having you makes me realize how close to heaven a person on Earth can be...very, when I'm close to You.
Having you Olive, baby girl, is amazing! Welcome to Earth. Mama loves you and fears you and trusts you.
If I'm to be honest myself, I don't think I really had you at all.
You always had me.
And you always will sweet girl.
Always.